Think it’s time for blankets, take-away and Beauty and The Beast.
I find it fucking hilarious that one of the reasons I was cast aside was my filthy wonk habit, yet now your new infatuation has unveiled herself as a dirty kethead too. You sure do know how to choose ‘em.
She couldn’t get more like me if she tried… So why do I feel so inadequate? Why am I so jealous of something that doesn’t even exist?
Finally recovered from Dour, now back in London and on a serious work ting until Reading and Outlook.
There are no words to express how mind blowing Dour was: Sick people, sick vibes, sick sound systems.
Fucked my knee up again and my phone got stolen in the pit during Skindred which is pretty gutting, but it could have been worse. Watching the sun rise to the loveliest acid tirp made up for my loss. Overall, it was a cracking festival and I’m hoping the line-up’s just as good next year!
I’ve been biting my tongue for a while and it’s really starting to get to me.
We’re told that everyone is unique and whatnot, but I don’t think that’s the case. More and more often I’m seeing patterns emerge and finding people that are characteristically almost identical. Granted character traits are somewhat limited and people are bound to be a mix and match of those and similarities will inevitably be found, but this particular case is really getting on my nerves. This is way beyond coincidence.
I seem to have indirectly come across a younger, better version of myself and the feelings of inferiority are getting a bit overwhelming. I like to think I’m not the jealous type, but…
I’m aware of how petty and irrational this all is, but under the current circumstances I find it pretty stomach churning. Grumble.
- creating unnecessary problems
- feeling sorry for myself
- eating my weight in feelings
Could do with this migraine fucking off and all.
I’ve got work to do and I’d appreciate it if my mind and body would co-operate with me.
Some things can’t be fixed.
Popping pills won’t fix a thing, there’s not a band-aid big enough to cover me up.
Nice one, thanks.
I’ve been working my arse off in London all summer and am currently in Croatia. Originally came for Outlook Festival but am staying a few extra days and hoping the weather gets better as I refuse to leave without a tan! Then I’ve got 24hrs in Oslo which should be nice. Then back to work and eventually back to Cardiff for uni.
Brief summary of what has been and what is yet to come. Big tings a gwan, or something along those lines x
Gahhh. 19hr shifts 7 days a week are not the one!!!
Being in London for such an extended period of time and working so many hours a day is really getting to me.
Need to keep my chin up and get on with it though! :) x